#I'm forever delusional

[nyashykyunnie]

What's the difference? Nothing

What does it make me? Even more delusional and insane

[batatart]

Something something about these two being close in this dimension feels so angsty and comforting to me

[thatstoomanysausages]

In the desert, in their final moments, they knew fighting was futile. It was going to end either way, it just depended on who was going to fight harder. The truth is that neither of them held back, they both fought and drained all the anger out of their bodies until their punches had transformed into stumbles backwards. Their bodies stopped moving, for a second considering if they could just survive alone together, maybe bury the bodies of friends and enemies, but the roaring goads of ghosts beyond the grave made them continue.

In that moment, they both knew who was going to win. It was obvious from the moment Scar had kneeled in front of Grian in the lake. The moment Scar took a hold of Grian's blade to rest it on his throat, they both knew who'd come out as victorious.

Scar's body burned, either from the sun or the countless eyes watching him, he couldn't tell. What he could tell, was that Grian was going to fight as hard as before, maybe harder, and that he himself was going to submit.

Deep inside, Grian knew this too, but he held the hope that Scar might fight as hard tightly in his palm, his fingers creating cage bars and holding him close to his heart, as close as he could before he could get consumed by the frantic beating of his soon to stop heart.

The fight continued and Grian realised his empty hope had fallen through his fingers like the sand that was going to haunt his subconscious till the day he died. Scar's own punches were weak and halfhearted. Grian's were full-force and desperate, desperate to get it all over with, nevermind the result.

Scar's eyes shone with acceptance when he felt a punch land on the side of his head, his vision spinning and his brain bleeding out so fast he felt like an egg had cracked atop his scalp. Grian's shone similarly, knowing the last hit would be the last.

"I'm sorry, Grian..." It was all wrong. Grian should've been the one to apologise first, the evidence standing right in front of his face solidified that idea.

With a broken sob and a voice that barely communicated the amount of apologies he wanted to yell out, he replied. "I'm so sorry, Scar... I'm so-"

He cut himself off with a lethal blow that sent Scar's body flying sickly to the ground. His nose gushed with blood and his eyes dulled in a way that Grian had been responsible for twice now. His stomach cramped and a gag tore through his throat, his mid-battle food regurgitating itself onto the ground, soaking into the sand to the roots. He crouched in front of the mess he'd made, in front of the body he'd killed. In front of the friend he'd lost. In front of the lover he'd murdered.

With a shake to his legs that sent him to the sand again, his hand almost landing in the vomit in front of him, he eventually managed to get up. He looked across the damage he'd done to the desert, seeing too little of the large crater he'd made, and too much of the man he'd killed.

His legs took him to the edge of the mountain, feeling too nauseous to continue staring at his mistakes, and sobbed again. His unsteady legs took a final bend to throw himself off of the cliff, the rocky sandstone below becoming a welcoming sight, one that felt like a hug from the one he missed the most.

[rakkuntoast]

something about how philever's dynamic changed as soon as q!forever started to get more involved with the theory bros and the federation means so much to me

tldr : decided to add a read more if you wanna see me rambling but it's just I love how Phil is just forever's emotional support bird where he can have slice of life moments and not experience the horrors (ignoring how the binary monster has beef with Phil)

their start with the silly bantering and q!forever trying to get q!Phil's attention and love by wooing him the most pathetic way possible, convincing other members q!Phil is in the wrong or just how people are vouching for him to get q!Phil

but then as soon as Tallulah's death happened q! Phil's perception on forever changed a lot, he already saw him as a, caring father and a good guy behind his obsession with him but seeing this man for once drop the facade and seem so broken changed the way he approaches q!forever.

while yeah they do their usual bantering q!Phil does seem to indulge forever in his antics from time to time to cheer him up, even going as far as praising him and holding him in such a high regard when he saw the flooding, or the egg hotel, or his work behind scenes.

and something about q!forever saying "now that the server has calmed down and there's no war, I can be happy again and annoy you" hit me so much. He probably doesn't notice it but q!Phil became his happy place, a safe haven he cannot reach unless he's done with the federation and the horrors. q!Phil isn't as involved on the lore, hell he misses most of it and I think it makes it better for their dynamic.

q!forever doesn't have to worry about the federation with q!Phil, he can for once put his guard down and enjoy some slice of life moment with him. I personally don't care if they don't get together platonically I think their relationship as it stands for now is more than enough

[honeyflower-bellybower]

physically I'm here but mentally I'm still at that point in atyd where Remus sleeps with a random woman despite being gay and it's made no mention to Sirius but she had black hair and thin wrists and could dance well and

[danthropologie]

I can’t tell why the vibes are rancid tbh kinda sounds like Ricbull is…possibly happening? Daniel’s comments seemed more positive than negative but everyone everywhere is screaming “oh he’s done!!! Even max said so!!!”

no i know i was literally just saying this!!! the vibes are SO fucking rancid and i don't know exactly why either. very well could just be a 'darkest before dawn' situation with everyone getting their shitty ass hot takes out before whatever announcement is to come. could be something to do with the way silly season has dragged on for sooooo long this year because it started earlier than ever. could be that, for whatever reason, tons of people have just randomly decided they hate daniel now so they'll take any opportunity to shit on him, even if it's clearly dumb and fake and stupid.

whatever the case may be, i'm fucking TIRED and i'm just prayyyyyingggggg that the announcement comes early next week so we can just be done with the speculation and the questions and the bullshit and move on cause i don't know much more of this i can take 😭

[usakkhae]

"It's not cannon" Oh yeah? Then what is this?

[paimonial-rage]

My favorite works in no particular order:

Tipsy Tales (Anemo Boys)

Symbiosis (Ayato)

What Destiny Has Brought (Fischl)

Hello How Are You (Gorou)

Follow the Wind II (Kazuha)

Of the Same Coin (Mika)

Songs of the Wind (Venti)

Nothing Lasts Forever (Yae Miko)

Sharing a Drink They Call Loneliness (Zhongli)

Of Hopes and Prayers (Zhongli)

[axailslink]

Oh the way I need Riri to call me "mama" "mamas" or "ma" I'm craving it

[onlyasimp4nobody]

HI HI! Send into inbox trick!! for.. a trick (doodle) or treat!! for a.. treat (also doodle)

[bearsbeetsbeskar]

lots of ppl are happy about the mando movie but I am over here like:

[didyoulookforme]

tbh sometimes i'm like matty's an aries and i'm a sag, which means that in my head we make the most amazingly dynamic and perfect couple because those signs are a match made in heaven.

[dykethang]

one of my worst traits is that i believe fully that if i just think about it really hard i could make myself not bipolar. sheer force of will

[prentissluvr]

guys thinking about being in the bau as per usual. you do art as a hobby but anyways obviously you get called in at weird times when you’re not expecting it. one day you get called in to work a case in the middle of a painting session, so you quickly change clothes and rush out the door, almost forgetting to use the hairbrush you have stashed in your car before going inside. you meet morgan and reid waiting for the elevator and they greet you whatever, reid tries to tell you something but morgan cuts him off, asking if you were busy when you got called in with a teasing smile. but you don’t get why so you’re just like, “well not really i was just painting.” and morgan just laughs you’re like ??? but you ignore it and make your way to the briefing room where prentiss says hi then is like “y/n, you have— uh nothing, nevermind,” and then laughs a little so you’re all “what’s up you guys?? oh god, please don’t tell me i have paint on my face” and (far too quickly) prentiss is like “no, no, no you don’t have anything on your face.” you’re about to question them more but rossi and hotch walk in and sit down. hotch is all “thank you for coming in on such short notice, go ahead jj.” and then he turns to you and just goes “and y/n you have paint on your forehead.” you mumble a quick sorry before desperately rubbing at your forehead and trying not to kill your colleagues <3

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Sketchin'

[usakkhae]

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